This post is pretty much being made only to say I'll do my best to never get that drunk and allow myself access to any type of online "sounding board" again.
As I said in the previous post, I really do feel that way about this particular conundrum, but there is of course more to it than simply wanting to get laid while also wanting a more lasting and intimate relationship. For example, there's the fact I'm not the most outgoing person you're ever likely to meet. A shocker, I know.
Anyway, as I said, just.. apologies for the shit-faced "poor me." I really do promise not to let it happen again.